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 January 20, 2010 @ 7:11 PM 
choo.choo.(train.of.thoughts.) im.floating.around. my.feet. they.never.touch.the.ground. i.wanna.scream. but.they're.all.around. im.smiling.to.myself. satisfied.for.now. now.i.think.it's.time. to.stop.and.think. to.start.the.distance.i.was.harping.on.about. i.hope.i'll.succeed. or.i'll.end.up.with.a.nightmare.that.is.gonna.be.hard.to.wake.up.from. i.skipped.a.little. and.smiled.to.myself. it.isn't.that.hard. if.its.etched.in.my.brain. i'll.keep.it.in.mind. and.keep.myself.in.check. i.hope.i'll.succeed. and.never.lose.to.myself. i.walked.with.a.rhythm. that's.only.in.my.head. they.don't.know.about.it. and.they.don't.have.to. it's.about.keeping.my.grounds. and.hope.that.i.wouldn't.sway. it's.not.gonna.be.easy. but.i'll.try.anyway. betcha.don't.know.what.i'm.talking. but.it's.okay. its.my.confessions. and.its.not.gonna.sound.sane. cause.what's.the.point.of.you.understanding? when.it's.my.train.of.thoughts.and.my.own.ramblings.  | 
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