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November 6, 2009 @ 9:14 PM
i'm.sick.&.i'm.tired. 站.在.广.场.中.央. 来.来.往.往.的.人.群.中. 没.有.属.于.她.的. 一.个.人. 站.着. 闭.上.眼. 想: 一.个.人.是.出.众.的. 她. 笑.了. sick.&.tired.of.being.the.one.to.give.in.all.the.time. becoming.the.coward.that.wasn't.really.me. it's.not.the.way.i.should.be. i.had.to.be.cautious.with.my.words.but.never.did.you. i.had.to.observe.all.the.time.and.wonder.if.the.fault.lies.with.me. had.to.observe.your.emotions. know.when.to.and.not.to.do.this.or.that. it.tires.me. i.tried.to.ignore. but.it's.pretty.hard. cause.i.think.i.care. even.though.i.tried.really.hard.not.to. because.i.didnt.know.if.its.worth.it. i'm.trying.to.endure.as.much.as.i.can. but.i.don't.know.when.i'll.fall.apart. it's.kinda.eating.me.up. it.makes.me.feel.like.nothing. at.times.i.felt.as.if.i've.been.trampled.all.over. used. but.i.don't.know.what.to.do. or.should.have.done. i.felt.like.i.had.to.be.by.your.beck.and.call. but.you.werent.there.for.me.when.i.needed.you. and.it.wasnt.fair.for.me.to.give.up.some.issues.either. but.i.couldnt.have.a.firm.stand. just.not.strong.enough.t0.fight.you. and.myself. |
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