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 November 20, 2009 @ 3:10 PM 
i'm.blue. i'm.black. i.hate.you. or.i.don't. lies.or.truth. exist.or.not. doesn't.matter. heaven.or.hell. you.or.me. him.or.her. i.don't.care. damn. black.or.blue. real.or.fake. like.or.hate. friend.or.foe. maybe.it's.there. maybe.it's.not. maybe.there.is. maybe.there's.not.. maybe.i.know. maybe.i.don't. myabe.you.do. or.you.do.not. whatever. i.don't.feel.like.going.anymore. i.feel.isolated. left.out. maybe.i'll.just.stay.at.home. and.rot. hopefully. whatever.finds.me. away.from.reality. away.from.here. even.if.it's.only.for.an.hour. i'll.be.glad. escaping.away. from.reality. cause.it.hurts. alot. if.only.it.existed. if.only.it.did. i.wish. but.it'll.never.happen. i.guess.it's.just.something.that.will.never.come.true.  | 
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