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 November 11, 2009 @ 7:51 PM 
i.thought.coming.clean.was.the.better.choice. little.did.i.know. it.messed.up.the.entire.situation. screwed.up.big.time. it.makes.me.wonder.all.over.again. if.i.did.the.right.thing. by.spilling.everything. cos.now.everyone.is.guilty. i.was.the.one.who.started.this. so.i.should.be.ending.this. right? i.didnt.expect.that.telling.the.truth.bout.what.i.felt.was.disastrous. i.thought.by.telling.the.truth. everyone.would.be.happier.cos.they.understand. but.obviously. it.turned.out.otherwise. guilt.is.consuming.all.of.us. and.i.really.really.feel.damn.bad. now.that.he's.taking.the.blame.on.himself.it.makes.me.even.more.guilty. maybe. by.keeping.things.to.myself.makes.everyone.happier. i.really.don't.know.how.i'm.gonna.clean.up.this.mess. but. by.hook.or.by.crook. i'm.gonna.solve.this.thing.by.tml.night. clear.things.up. and.hope.things.will.be.alright. cos.i.don't.wanna.sacrifice.friendship.because.of.all.these.  | 
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