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July 26, 2010 @ 10:34 PM
i can't take it anymore.. everytime a new term starts i just feel like giving up the stress is unbearable but i don't know where my future's heading if i give up now i don't know what to do with myself i really don't understand the point of studying what i'm studying now cause whatever i'm studying now doesnt apply to what i'm gonna do next time (not like i know what i'm gonna do in the future) but what i meant is that my boss aint gonna ask me what theories are applied in these situations and what are adam smith's theories right? i mean what we're studying now are totally irrelevant and what are they gonna do with our essays? they're just gonna return it to us to collect dust or shred it after all the hard work (and tears in my case) we had put into it i'm totally fucked up with all the essays and deadlines everytime a school term starts i just wanna cry and my nightmares start all over again its like freddy haunting me in another horrible way i'm awfully stressed and fucked up but i don't know who to talk to or who to help me several times i thought of quitting school but what?? after that?? what am i gonna do? find a job? or work full time in DCS?? which is way out of path... no way am i gonna work full time in DCS i hate those aunties there then what? the stress is eating into me i can't take it anymore its a chore for me to go school and i can't wait to escape it... |
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