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November 15, 2010 @ 2:35 PM
work is lousy without ________. back to work... exams ended 2 weeks ago.. need $$$ desperately..started working asap... turning 21 in 6 days i dont wanna be 21 its the legal age where i am no longer considered a minor. boos. hate it. growing up is lousy. means i have to face all the crap in life. eg. utility bills. make major decisions. get a decent job and start earning money and contributing to the family. no more school holidays where i can slack and just play. slog like a horse when i nail that 8-5pm job. etc. yucks. hopefully no office job for me. i hate it. hate office jobs. and people. even though im working part time i know i'll hate office jobs. office politics.etc. even as part-timers i HATE the job scope and on-goings. i dont think i can live if i held this type of jobs full-time. office sucks now its not like those times when yanting, andrew, ivan , jasmine and the tall, dark and muscular xueting were still around. its different now. less fun. more hostile??? mmm... i dont know. but its just different. its wierd that im turning 21 i dont feel more responsible or grown up its just like any other birthdays except that 21st are considered a big event and BIG presents are received??? gees. if only... just if.... i wish.. i can start thinking what to wish for... lol... November 2, 2010 @ 4:55 PM
OT was horrible..but I hope I'll pass.Please!!! I am so dead for my OT..I sincerely with all my heart and soul pray I can pass it..I honestly dun wanna repeat it..it's he'll for me..I memorized everything but dunnoe why my mind will just blank out..great..I went in "with a peace of mind.BLANK"..and the invigilator is just super damn (I dun wanna use the word BUT she is just damn) guai lan..I swear..dunnoe why the f is she angry or not happy at..she just practically snide at anyone who left earlier..hey hello auntie!!! (maybe) except for me,those people who left early might be due to the fact that they studied enough and knows what to write that's why they left early cause they completed and finished whatever they were supposed to write..not because they didn't know what other crap to write ok??damn angry with her..I waited until I cannot tahan cause dunnoe why sudden gastric sizesure..and I dunnoe what other crap I could write..and I decided that in gonna freeze in there even with my cardigan on..and since I wouldn't think of anything else to write,I might as well leave than waste my time siting there..so I left..and auntie!!! I have NEVER EVER circle any questions which are not MCQ so YOU should be more f patient..I didn't give you face I didnt give you attitude right??WTF did I do to you??and you had to give me the "are you stupid ??or dumb" face??!!!and say stuff like "you mean you dunnoe how to circle??just cross it out and write B..you mean you dunnoe??" WTF..go to helll la.. anyway 1 more down..I really hope I pass this paper..dont have to be flying colors..just as long as I dun have to repeat this module I'll be grateful..honest.. 1 more paper on Thursday and I'm free until next year..when the new term/sem starts... |
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