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November 15, 2010 @ 2:35 PM
work is lousy without ________. back to work... exams ended 2 weeks ago.. need $$$ desperately..started working asap... turning 21 in 6 days i dont wanna be 21 its the legal age where i am no longer considered a minor. boos. hate it. growing up is lousy. means i have to face all the crap in life. eg. utility bills. make major decisions. get a decent job and start earning money and contributing to the family. no more school holidays where i can slack and just play. slog like a horse when i nail that 8-5pm job. etc. yucks. hopefully no office job for me. i hate it. hate office jobs. and people. even though im working part time i know i'll hate office jobs. office politics.etc. even as part-timers i HATE the job scope and on-goings. i dont think i can live if i held this type of jobs full-time. office sucks now its not like those times when yanting, andrew, ivan , jasmine and the tall, dark and muscular xueting were still around. its different now. less fun. more hostile??? mmm... i dont know. but its just different. its wierd that im turning 21 i dont feel more responsible or grown up its just like any other birthdays except that 21st are considered a big event and BIG presents are received??? gees. if only... just if.... i wish.. i can start thinking what to wish for... lol... |
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