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February 3, 2009 @ 10:52 PM
b.l.o.g.g.i.n.g. once.again.i'm.not.doing.what.i'm.supposed.to.do. hahas. i'm.supposed.to.be.doing.my.part.for.our.Law.of.International.Trade.(LIT) but.since.i'm.stuck.with.the.clauses. and.i.dont.know.what.else.to.do. so. hahas. i.blog. like.what.candy.always.do. nothing.to.do.---blog. too.free.---blog. (hahas.candy.dont.be.offended.k?just.kididiing.hees.) i.missed.my.holidays. but.i'll.have.them.very.soon. cos.we're.graduating.very.soon. less.than.10days.in.total. (candy.countdown.almost.every.other.day.hahas.) initially.i.was.considering.whether.to.study.abroad.(Australia.) firstly.i.dont.think.my.grades.were.good.enough.to.get.in.our.local.Universities. secondly.i.wanted.to.take.this.opportunity.to.learn.independence. (at.least.survive.on.my.own.without.having.to.wear.disposable.clothes.and.live.solely.on.bread.) erm.i.think.i.can.do.that. turn.on.the.gas.and.cook.a.meal.without.actually.burning.my.flat.down. i.mean.you'll.resort.to.all.ways.to.try.and.keep.yourself.alive.right? so.shouldnt.be.a.problem.to.me. hmm. thirdly.i.just.wanna.get.myself.out.of.singapore. lastly.i.dont.know.why.i.feel.this.way. but.sometimes.when.the.care.and.concern.i.get.gets.too.overwhelming. i.wanna.run.away.from.it. but.sometimes.i.can.barely.feel.its.existence. so.i.dont.know.what.i'm.trying.to.run.away.from. sometimes.i.have.this.urge.to.move.away.and.live.on.my.own. but. i.just.cant.do.it. |
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