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January 23, 2009 @ 8:29 PM
out.of.courtesy.plus.cny. try.not.to.hold.expectations. (or.at.least.not.too.much.) because.with.expectations.you.get.disappointment. dont.expect.others.to.treat.you.the.way.you.treat.them. because.it.just.doesnt.work.that.way. people.take.things.for.granted.too.easily. just.like.they.dont.even.say.thank.you.when.you.hold.the.door.open.for.them. its.like.something.you'll.supposed.to.do.for.them. sometimes. members.of.your.family.take.you.for.granted. as.well.as.friends. you.do.something.out.of.courtesy. but.they.think.they.deserved.it. like.you.owe.them. but.really. i.dont. you.know.they.need.you. you.rush.down.to.accompany.them. but.when.you.need.them. they're.nowhere.in.sight. they.left.you.behind. without.even.turning.back.to.look.at.you. they.abandon.you. just.like.that. they.dont.even.bother.bout.your.feelings.cause.all.they.do.is.mock.at.you. or.throw.you.the.wet.blanket. its.hard. not.to.feel.disheartened. its.just................. life....... i.guess. glad.chinese.new.year.is.round.the.corner. at.least.i.wouldnt.be.sooooo.broke. i'll.get.to.buy.my.camera. which.i.hope.to.bring.to.my.taiwan.trip.at.the.end.of.march.with.pingz. yays. i.hope.i'll.be.happier.soon. i.dont.know.what.i.want.in.life. i.feel.so.lost. i'm.glad.i.talked.to.alicia.sometimes. at.least.she.gave.me.some.motivation.to.at.least.try.something. my.folks.just.stressed.me.out.sometimes. at.least.i.got.some.encouragement.from.alicia. hahas. and.i.really.really.need.that. thanks.alot.alicia!!!! hees. |
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