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 August 19, 2008 @ 1:53 PM 
rantings stuying.almost.the.entire.day.yesterday. had.iaf.today. killer.paper.yucks. but.erm.i.think.i'll.survive. tomorrow's.gbe. another.murderer. i.hope.someone.can.arrest.it.quick.and.fast. saving.almost.a.few.hundred.students.from.dying. except.for.some.sadist.ones.who.insist.on.having.the.exams. yucks. hate.exams. make.me.lose.sleep. i'm.enjoying.monologues.recently. talking.to.myself. w.o.w. a.little.melodramatic. but.as.soon.as.they.subside. everythings.fine. and.i.kinda.enjoyed.that. must.be.going.out.of.my.mind. but.nevermind. was.thrilled.when.alicia.told.me.TWILIGHT.was.scheduled.to.be.released.3.weeks.earlier.than.planned. yays.hahas. the.original.date.for.the.movie.to.be.released.is.dec.25th.on.christmas. but.now.hahahahahahahahahahshshshahahhs. its.gonna.be.screened.on.the.12th.of.nov. hahahahahasahhahs. *screams.&.shrills.&laughs. by.the.way. did.you.know.that."i.told.you.so."has.a.brother? his.name.is."shut.the.hell.up." so.could.you.just.shut.the.fuck.up. i.dont.need.your.comments. just.keep.your.bloody.mouth.shut. i.hate.being.weak. i.hate.losing. i.hate.the.fact.that.you're.always.soaring.above. pecking. laughing. humilating. i.hate.it. i.hate.it. i.really.really.hate.it honest. and.i.hate.that.i.cant.do.anything.about.it. so.i'm.guesstimating.that. i'll.just.blow.my.top.someday. i.hate.my.current.self. almost.temperless. and.being.so.in.control. keeping.all.angst.inside.of.me.  | 
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